Alison Sudol

It was clear that music is a feminine space and embracing this kind of femininity has been an extremely challenging task for me. To me, it was hard to accept, "Okay I can be strong, feminine and soft. You should take care of yourself and never diminish my worth." It's been a pleasure somewhat, I've loved dressing in heels and dresses everyday and sporting these lovely curls and soft fabrics. There was pressure as I am a newer actor as compared to the other actors who appeared in Fantastic Beasts. The experience was odd, however I could feel a force pushing my up. There was a chance for me be crushed or collapse from the intensity with which I longed for this role, and the size of it. You could spend hours walking around visiting museums, coffee shops, and parks. In LA you are often at a distance, while in London you are able to take the Tube and are right within the midst of people and just about every kind of person which you can think of is moving on. I am awestruck by individuals. I come from the world of music, in which you're always surrounded by men and you feel like you're surrounded by intimate relationships all the time working with men. This is a fantastical, wild fantasy. I have read all of the books in the collection. The books I've read on tour were quite vivid and strong. It's a fantastic world to be lost within.